tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-68453366095031477592011-04-21T17:40:53.864-07:00iyliaaa (:noreply@blogger.comBlogger11100tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-6845336609503147759.post-69441868330586291872007-10-18T09:24:00.000-07:002007-10-18T09:31:58.209-07:00i've no chance with a guy. yes, really.<br />the longest was just 3 months,<br />and he left. -snaps-<br />just like that. i'm left feeling hurt.<br />confessions didnt help.<br />nothing else did, embarrassments happens.<br /><br />i'm wishing for a true lovely relationship.<br />someone there for me.<br />a sweet sweet guy.<br />willing to teach me, comfort me,<br />and just give their attention to me when i'm needed.<br />i wish, i wish.<br /><br />i'm so afraid now.<br />i dreamt of the worst consequences of N lvls result.<br />i failed and i really didnt know where to go.<br />i felt so helpless.<br />GOD, HELP ME.<br /><br />i'm being paranoid.<div class="blogger-post-footer"><img width='1' height='1' src='https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/tracker/6845336609503147759-6944186833058629187?l=pinkrush-x.blogspot.com' alt='' /></div>iyliaaa (:noreply@blogger.com0